Thursday, April 30, 2009
Feeling lost.
I've been home the last few days, studying hardcore (ie. cramming) for my medical licensing exam next week. The nice thing about this is that I've been able to watch Sex and The City at 8-9 in the morning. It's a nice way to wake up with my coffee. :) It's made me rather homesick for my old life...St. John's, the girls, the randomness of each day, a time when I knew who I was, and did what I loved to do, and was social and fun and had close, dear girlfriends.
Things have changed, and I've been taken over by medicine. I tried to fight it for a while, but now again, as exam time creeps up, I've become once again buried under my books. I've lost "me" -- I don't have any hobbies, any regular activities, and very few close friends that are readily accessible.
Only one more week, and then I'm free until July. One more week, then it's time to reclaim myself.
posted by sordaria @ 12:04 AM
I've been home the last few days, studying hardcore (ie. cramming) for my medical licensing exam next week. The nice thing about this is that I've been able to watch Sex and The City at 8-9 in the morning. It's a nice way to wake up with my coffee. :) It's made me rather homesick for my old life...St. John's, the girls, the randomness of each day, a time when I knew who I was, and did what I loved to do, and was social and fun and had close, dear girlfriends.
Things have changed, and I've been taken over by medicine. I tried to fight it for a while, but now again, as exam time creeps up, I've become once again buried under my books. I've lost "me" -- I don't have any hobbies, any regular activities, and very few close friends that are readily accessible.
Only one more week, and then I'm free until July. One more week, then it's time to reclaim myself.
posted by sordaria @ 12:04 AM
